Year 2012 has been the worst year of my life.
While on one hand, my biggest prayer went unanswered, on the other, I suffered terrible maximum pain, the kind that I hope no one has to bear.
Yet, there was a ay of hope in my job. The much-awaited raise happened in October & I realized that I was getting better at my job and getting the necessary intrinsic encouragement and motivation.
While things did getter better on the job front and I embraced the practice of Buddhism that did answer a couple of my payers and gave me peace from within and also helped me be stronger, my life condition on the personal front degraded. Some of my best friends, whose company I enjoy, are no more there to talk to or hang out with or have fun with.
The person I so deeply loved & was attached to committed himself to someone else. Yes, that hurts. Especially in the mornings when I wake up with thoughts of him on my mind. Ain't easy, until you send someone into my life. Someone who can love me again, who i can love back too.
While on one hand, my biggest prayer went unanswered, on the other, I suffered terrible maximum pain, the kind that I hope no one has to bear.
Yet, there was a ay of hope in my job. The much-awaited raise happened in October & I realized that I was getting better at my job and getting the necessary intrinsic encouragement and motivation.
While things did getter better on the job front and I embraced the practice of Buddhism that did answer a couple of my payers and gave me peace from within and also helped me be stronger, my life condition on the personal front degraded. Some of my best friends, whose company I enjoy, are no more there to talk to or hang out with or have fun with.
The person I so deeply loved & was attached to committed himself to someone else. Yes, that hurts. Especially in the mornings when I wake up with thoughts of him on my mind. Ain't easy, until you send someone into my life. Someone who can love me again, who i can love back too.
